The only conclusions I've come down to is that I want to draw when I should not be drawing. When I little, I wanted to draw SO badly that when it was bed time, I would hussle to the side of my bed where the night light was, and would draw by that little amount of light. In school, I wanted to draw so badly that they put my habit of drawing during class on my school records.
(Sometimes I regret that, but it kept me happy and out of trouble.)
Now, when I am at work, those old habits come back. I seem to never be able to finish anything fully since I am indeed supposed to be working. When I go home, I am all "BLUGH, NO WAY!".
Do you find that odd? It would be nice to have answers to this someday.
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It's perfectly natural to happen, I think. As a writer, I go through something similar; sometimes at home, I'm just itching to come up with something, yet never do, but when I'm at school, I'm scribbling story ideas or typing up fanfiction when I should be working on a web project.
u know what might help that hun?
SCHOOL.
i have a reason to draw now hahah, and thats to get my homework done!
honestly - if it werent for school id prolly be lost right now.
well okay thats a sorta lie, i'd prolly be doin more comix here n there.
EITHER WAY...u know what you need?
A PROJECT. SOMETHING YOU CAN SIT DOWN AND BE LIKE -- I GOTTA FINISH THIS BY SO N SO DATE.
AND STICK TO IT.
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