Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Waith

I've been having a hard time lately trying to keep up with the whole art scene. It seems to come and go as it pleases despite what I want. Could it be that in my back of my mind there is something that is holding me back? I only wish I knew. There are days where I want to sit back on my couch and draw while I leave some movie on HBO on. I never tend to do it though. 

The only conclusions I've come down to is that I want to draw when I should not be drawing. When I little, I wanted to draw SO badly that when it was bed time, I would hussle to the side of my bed where the night light was, and would draw by that little amount of light. In school, I wanted to draw so badly that they put my habit of drawing during class on my school records. 
(Sometimes I regret that, but it kept me happy and out of trouble.)

Now, when I am at work, those old habits come back. I seem to never be able to finish anything fully since I am indeed supposed to be working. When I go home, I am all "BLUGH, NO WAY!". 

Do you find that odd? It would be nice to have answers to this someday.

2 comments:

Wolf Nanaki said...

It's perfectly natural to happen, I think. As a writer, I go through something similar; sometimes at home, I'm just itching to come up with something, yet never do, but when I'm at school, I'm scribbling story ideas or typing up fanfiction when I should be working on a web project.

galvo said...

u know what might help that hun?
SCHOOL.



i have a reason to draw now hahah, and thats to get my homework done!


honestly - if it werent for school id prolly be lost right now.


well okay thats a sorta lie, i'd prolly be doin more comix here n there.



EITHER WAY...u know what you need?
A PROJECT. SOMETHING YOU CAN SIT DOWN AND BE LIKE -- I GOTTA FINISH THIS BY SO N SO DATE.


AND STICK TO IT.